it's hard for me to determine my own feelings
But most of the time,
it's harder for my own feelings to determine me.
Sometimes I act like I care, when I don't
But most of the time? I act like I don't care when I do
It sounds complicated, but life's easier that way
Appearing like I care shut them up
Appearing like I don't also shut them up
Same kind of lie, same result..
The only difference?
The first one may hurt them,
but the second one surely would hurt me.
However, in the end,
this game of caring
has one same reason
the feeling of wanting to be cared about,
and not really the feeling of caring about.
Yeah, we are a selfish bunch, face it!