I am sad. The kind of sad where depression seems to be a constant fixture in my life.
I woke up to the sound of the rain attacking the roof today.I know that it's pathetic, but I may just found another reason to be sad today.Yeah, the rain will be my excuse for being sad today.
The rain soothes me.But no amount of rain can wash away all the pains floating in my life.They're there mingling easily with the rain.Sucking my happiness out of me.Slowly, painfully.
It's not that there's no way to stop it.I just can't because I won't.Why?Because it reminds me of who I am.It reminds me of my place.It reminds me of my life.It reminds me of me.