It has been a while since I last formed any post that makes sense, so I guess right now is the right time to pour my heart out.
No, I don't care that nobody is listening.
I don't care that nobody is giving a damn.
I don't care that I don't matter.
I just don't care, because I am tired of trying to be noticed.
I am tired of struggling.
I wanna be free.
Free from expectations.
Free from disappointments.
Free from judgements.
Free from all the unrealistic assumptions people whine now and then.
I don't want to give up, but I am close to it.
Very close to it.
I am not sure whether I'll be able to hold on any longer.
Because it's really hard to fight back,
especially when you're...alone.