Monday, April 29, 2013

When Laziness Rears Its Ugly Head

I'm lazy and I'm tired. So here's a pic that I find intriguing for you to stare at. :3


just in case you're wondering, that's a picture of loneliness :)

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Konpiussss : Nak Pergi Mana Lepas SPM?


hari tu Fifi takde mohon matriks, sebab tau la kemampuan diri cammana..

Lepas tu kan the other day, orang dok umumkan sape layak masuk form 6, Fifi malas nak cek sebab takda niat nak masuk form 6...

Lepas tu dok baca-baca entry pasal UPU, baru perasan yang nak dapat tawaran UPU pun kena masuk Form 6..

Dah dok selidik pasal form 6 tu pulak, terkejut beruk tengok tawaran Form 6 tu kat sekolah lain..
Sejam jauhnya dari rumah - guna kereta tu!!!
Sebabnya? Kat sekolah lama takda aliran sains.
Ceh, kalau jauh macam tu, aliran seni pun Fifi sudi ambik!

Friday, April 26, 2013

Maksud Lagu: Just Give Me A Reason by Pink

p/s: nak request lagu, click menu tu k :)


 So sebab Fifi makin minat lagu ni, Fifi decide nak jelaskan kat korang yang tak tau tu maksud lagu ni (ceh macam lah pandai sangat :D)


Lirik


Right from the start (sejak awal lagi)
You were a thief (kau merupakan seorang pencuri)
You stole my heart (kau mencuri hatiku)
And Im your willing victim (dan akulah mangsa yang merelakannya)
I let you see the parts of me (aku tunjukkan bahagian hidupku)
That weren't all that pretty (yang tak begitu indah)
And with every touch you fixed them (dan dengan setiap sentuhan kau baikinya)

Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh (tapi sekarang kau bercakap dalam tidurmu)
Things you never say to me oh oh (mengenai erkara yang tak pernah kau ucapkan padaku)
Tell me that you've had enough (kau nyatakan bahawa kau dah penat denganku)
Of our love, our love (dengan cinta kita, cinta kita)

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason (cuma berikan aku satu sebab)
Just a little bit's enough (sedikit pun cukuplah)
Just a second we're not broken just bent (cuma sesaat hubungan kita belum patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar untuk mencintai semula)

It's in the stars (ianya di dalam bintang-bintang)
It's been written in the scars on our hearts (ianya sudah tertulis di atas parut-parut di hati kita)
That we're not broken just bent (bahawa hubungan kita belum patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

I'm sorry I don't understand (aku minta maaf kerana tidak memahamimu)
Where all of this is coming from (kenapa kau merasakan begitu)
I thought that we were fine (aku fikir dulu kita okay je)
(Oh we had everything) (Oh dulu kita miliki semuanya)
Your head is running wild again (kau berfikir terlalu dalam semula)
My dear we still have everythin' (sayangku kita masih miliki semuanya)
And it's all in your mind (semuanya hanyalah dalam kerisauan fikiranmu sahaja)
(Yeah but this is happenin') (yeah tapi ini sedang berlaku juga)

You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh (kau telah mengalami mimpi yang sangat buruk)
You used to lie so close to me oh oh (dulu kau selalu baring sungguh dekat denganku)
There's nothing more than empty sheets (sekarang yang tinggal hanyalah ruang cadar yang kosong)
Between our love, our love (diantara cinta kita, cinta kita)
Oh our love, our love (oh cinta kita, cinta kita)

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason (cuma berikan aku satu sebab)
Just a little bit's enough (sedikit pun cukuplah)
Just a second we're not broken just bent (cuma sesaat kita belum patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

I never stopped (aku tak pernah berhenti)
You're still written in the scars on my heart (kau masih tertulis dalam parut di dalam hatiku)
You're not broken just bent (kau belum patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

Oh tear ducts and rust (oh air mata dan karat)
I'll fix it for us (aku akan baikinya untuk kita)
We're collecting dust (kita sedang mengumpul debu)
But our love's enough (tapi cinta kita akan mencukupi)

You're holding it in (kau sedang menahannya di dalam dirimu)
You're pouring a drink (kau sedang menuang minumanmu)
No nothing is as bad as it seems (tidak tiada apapun yang seteruk seperti yang kelihatan)
We'll come clean (kita akan bermula dari mula)

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason (cuma berikan aku satu sebab)
Just a little bit's enough (sedikit pun cukuplah)
Just a second we're not broken just bent (cuma sesaat kita tak patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita akan belajar mencintai semula)

It's in the stars (ianya di dalam bintang-bintang)
It's been written in the scars on our hearts (ianya telah tertulis di dalam parut-parut di dalam hati kita)
That we're not broken just bent (bahawa kitatak patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

Just give me a reason (cuma berikan aku satu sebab)
Just a little bit's enough (sedikit pun cukuplah)
Just a second we're not broken just bent (cuma sesaat kita tak patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

It's in the stars (ianya di dalam bintang-bintang)
It's been written in the scars on our hearts (ianya telah tertulis di dalam parut-parut di dalam hati kita)
That we're not broken just bent (bahawa kitatak patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)
Oh we can learn to love again (oh kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)
Oh we can learn to love again oh oh (oh kita boleh belajar mencintai semula oh oh)
That we're not broken just bent (bahawa kitatak patah cuma bengkok)
And we can learn to love again (dan kita boleh belajar mencintai semula)

Maksud

Lagu tu menceritakan pasal satu couple... Pada mulanya, memang diorang sama-sama fell in love with each other lah.. Tapi lama-kelamaan perempuan tu dok sedar yang lelaki tu dah tak cintakan dia lagi..tapi lelaki tu stay gak dengan dia sebab laki tu is a nice guy.. Tapi perempuan tu nak fixkan relationship diorang gak, sebab dah banyak yang diorang lalui bersama.. sebab walaupun laki tu dah berubah, dia still setia.. Tapi walaupun pompuan tu cuba menafikannya, dia sedar gak yang laki tu dah tak tahan lagi dengan dia... Pompuan tu still percaya yang hubungan mereka masih boleh diselamatkan...


P/s: part "we are not broken just bent" tu kira pepatah la dalam English. Maksudnya, hubungan diorang tak sepenuhnya hancur/retak or whatever yang seangkatan dengannya tapi masih boleh lagi diselamatkan..

Thursday, April 25, 2013

The Art of Pretending



What is an Art? 

/ärt/
Noun
1. The expression or application of human creative skill and imagination, typically in a visual form such as painting or sculpture
2. Works produced by such skill and imagination.


What is Pretending?

pretending  present participle of pre·tend (Verb)
Verb
1. Speak and act so as to make it appear that something is the case when in fact it is not
2. Engage in a game or fantasy that involves supposing something that is not the case to be so



So straight to the point, what is The Art of Pretending?



To be honest, I have no clue what it really means. But one thing for sure, many have mastered this skill thanks to the difficult thing called 'life'.

Many of you may consider that those who pretend are fake.

But the truth is you really have no idea.

Not. At. All.

Have you ever been in their shoes? Nope.
Have you ever been in their heads? Nope.

So what makes you think that you have the right to judge them like you do???


I do not condone such thing as faking and pretending, but sometimes life forces you to make a decision you don't like and you find yourself tangled in a mess you don't want; and for me that decision turns out to be pretending.

When we pretend for the sake of others, it's okay to the society.
But when we pretend for our own good, it's labelled as faking by society.

So what does that explain to you?

The world is greedy,
So in order to have a piece of the world, you gotta be greedy to.

So this leads us back to one thing, pretending.

Pretend like you like someone when they annoys you and you won't be labelled as a bitch or an asshole.
Pretend like you care when you don't and you will be labelled as nice.
Pretend like you don't mind their nasty words, and you will be considered easygoing.
Pretend like you don't mind and you will be tagged as cool.
Pretend as much as you want and the society will accept you.

But..

Be real, and you'll be shunned away.

That. Is. The Truth.



Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Review Terlewat : The Hunger Games

Ceh, macam dah takda topik lain je dok review siri ni pulak...Wait kejap, Fifi tak kesah. :D

Okay, anyway, since Fifi tak peduli sangat dengan kelewatan yang berkurun lamanya tu, Fifi nak review jugak siri ni. Korang tak suka? Pergi main jauh-jauh. Bawak sekali muka masam korang.


Sebelum kita mula dengan review entah apa-apa ni, Fifi nak announce sikit, kenapa The Hunger Games?
Takpe, Fifi dengan tak tau malunya akan jawab sendiri. - Sebab buku ni yang introduce Fifi kat English books. :)

Sebelum ni seram semacam je kalau kena baca buku English. 50 pages pun dah kecut perut. Asyik kena belek kamus je. Menyampah, geram, kecewa, sakit hati, malas semua ada. Rojak gitu.

So dalam banyak-banyak buku, kenapa buku ni? (Fifi soal, Fifi jawab k :D)
Sebab time The Hunger Games tengah ditayangkan kat pawagam, Fifi teringin sangat nak tengok. Kat tv promo habis-habisan, tapi sebab Fifi tinggal kat kawasan pedalaman, kempunan je lah nak tengok. -.-

Merepek je Fifi ni, REVIEW mana????

Okay, sebelum korang naik hangin kat situ, ni Review dia :D

REVIEW

The Hunger Games ni adalah sebuah trilogi.
Kat Malaysia ada jual versi English je (setahu Fifi lah)

Ni Buku Pertama : The Hunger Games 


Synopsis:

Could you survive on your own, in the wild, with everyone out to make sure you don't live to see the morning?

In the ruins of a place once known as North America lies the nation of Panem, a shining Capitol surrounded by twelve outlying districts. The Capitol is harsh and cruel and keeps the districts in line by forcing them all to send one boy and one girl between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the annual Hunger Games, a fight to the death on live TV. 

Sixteen-year-old Katniss Everdeen, who lives alone with her mother and younger sister, regards it as a death sentence when she steps forward to take her sister’s place in the Games. But Katniss has been close to dead before—and survival, for her, is second nature. Without really meaning to, she becomes a contender. 

If she is to win, she will have to start making choices that will weigh survival against humanity and life against love.

Sinopsis Fifi:
Ni novel dystopia, dunia lain lah, tapi takde aliens k. 
Si Katniss masuk Hunger Games demi adik dia.
Si Peeta pulak kawan se'kampung' dia yang ikut Hunger Games tu jugak.
Hunger Games tu simple je, sape kekal hidup dialah juara.
Kalau nak menang, bunuhlah sape yang lain tu.
Dalam syok bertanding tu, Katniss dan Peeta saling jatuh cinta.
So korang fikir sendiri lah konflik kat situ.


Second Book: Catching Fire.


Synopsis: 
Sparks are igniting, flames are spreading and the Capitol wants revenge. 

Against all odds, Katniss has won the Hunger Games. She and fellow District 12 tribute Peeta Mellark are miraculously still alive. Katniss should be relieved, happy even. After all, she has returned to her family and longtime friend, Gale. Yet nothing is the way Katniss wishes it to be. Gale holds her at an icy distance. Peeta has turned his back on her completely. And there are whispers of a rebellion against the Capitol - a rebellion that Katniss and Peeta may have helped create.

Much to her shock, Katniss has fueled an unrest she's afraid she cannot stop. And what scares her even more is that she's not entirely convinced she should try. As time draws near for Katniss and Peeta to visit the districts on the Capitol's cruel Victory Tour, the stakes are higher than ever. If they can't prove, without a shadow of a doubt, that they are lost in their love for each other, the consequences will be horrifying.

In Catching Fire, the second novel of the Hunger Games trilogy, Suzanne Collins continues the story of Katniss Everdeen, testing her more than ever before...and surprising readers at every turn.

Sinopsis Fifi:
Dalam buku satu, dua-dua Katniss dan Peeta menang Hunger Games.
Tapi, sebab dalam akhir buku tu diorang menentang 'kerajaan', diorang bangkitkan pemberontakan kat 'negara' diorang.
So, diorang kena kecam gitu.
Last-last, 'kerajaan' dengan kejamnya adakan satu lagi Hunger Games.
Motifnya ialah supaya pemberontakan berhenti dan maybe Katniss dan Peeta boleh terbunuh gak.


Buku ketiga: Mockingjay.
Synopsis:

Against all odds, Katniss Everdeen has survived the Hunger Games twice. But now that she's made it out of the bloody arena alive, she's still not safe. The Capitol is angry. The Capitol wants revenge. Who do they think should pay for the unrest? Katniss. And what's worse, President Snow has made it clear that no one else is safe either. Not Katniss's family, not her friends, not the people of District 12. Powerful and haunting, this thrilling final installment of Suzanne Collins's groundbreaking The Hunger Games trilogy promises to be one of the most talked about books of the year.


Sinopsis Fifi:

Katniss selamat Hunger Games kedua tu, tapi Peeta kena tangkap dengan si 'kerajaan' tahk guna tu.
So si Katniss ni orang anggap hero, so dia gi lah selamatkan Peeta.
Peeta lak gila. Takpe, boleh dirawat.
Buku ni fokus tentang Katniss melawan 'kerajaan' lah, sebab penduduk asyik kena tindas.


SO?
Entah, lupa dah nak cakap ape kat review ni tadi.
So konklusinya, buku ni simple dan menarik.
Gi lah baca kalau belum baca.
Takpe kalau english berterabur, kita geng :D





Monday, April 15, 2013

Sewing the Scars



"our scars remind us that the past is real"

So what's with scars? Nothing particular.

We all have scars
Some are visible, but most are carefully hidden

Hidden behind the smile
Hidden behind the laugh

Shadowed by the anger
Shadowed by the grief
Shadowed by the numbness

Just because you can't see them doesn't mean they don't exist
Just because you can't feel them, doesn't mean they don't hurt
Just because you can't understand them, doesn't mean you can be ignorant!


Here's a song to sing the pain away :)


"Battle Scars"
(feat. Lupe Fiasco)

[Intro: Lupe Fiasco]
Hope the wound heals but it never does
That's cause you're at war with love
You're at war with love, yeah

[Hook: Guy Sebastian]
These battle scars don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle...

[Verse 1: Lupe Fiasco]
Never let a wound ruin me
But I feel like ruin's wooing me
Arrow holes, they never close from Cupid on a shooting spree
Feeling stupid cause I know it ain't no you and me
But when you're trying to beat the odds up
Been trying to keep your nods up
And you know that you should know
And let her go
But the fear of the unknown
Holding another lover strong
Sends you back into the zone
With no Tom Hanks to bring you home
A lover not a fighter
On the front line with a poem
Trying to write yourself a rifle
Maybe sharpen up a stone
To fight the tanks and drones of you being alone

[Pre-hook: Guy Sebastian]
I wish I never looked, I wish I never touched
I wish that I could stop loving you so much
Cause I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together
When all of the signs say that I should forget her
I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had
I wish that the good outweighed the bad
Cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over

[Hook: Guy Sebastian]
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle...

[Verse 2: Lupe Fiasco]
(Then just leave)
You shouldn't have but you said it
(And I hope you never come back)
It shouldn't have happened but you let it
Now you're down on the ground screaming medic
The only thing that comes is the post-traumatic stresses
Shields, body armors and vests don't properly work
That's why you're in a locker full of hurt
The enemy within and all the fires from your friends
The best medicine is to probably just let it win

[Pre-hook: Guy Sebastian]
I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love
I wish that I could stop cause it hurts so much
And I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together
When all of the signs say that I should forget her
I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had
I wish that the good outweighed the bad
Cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over

[Hook: Guy Sebastian]
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle...

[Bridge: Guy Sebastian & Lupe Fiasco]
Cause you've set me on fire
I've never felt so alive, yeah

Hoping wounds heal, but it never does
That's because you're at war with love

And I'm at the point of breaking
And it's impossible to shake it

See, you hoped the wound heals, but it never does
That's cause you're at war with love
Hope it heals, but it never does
That's cause you're at war with love!

[Hook: Guy Sebastian]
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle scars, don't look like they're fading
Don't look like they're ever going away
They ain't never gonna change
These battle...

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Skipping to Happiness



(the cow cut his horn and give it as a gift to the horse so that it can be a unicorn, how SWEET is that!)

LOVE

I love talking even though not much bother listening...
I love singing even though my voice is worse than a frog's...
I love dancing even though it tires me...

I love my cats although they are naughty...
I love my laptop although it's old...
I love my phone although it's not cool...

Whatever happens, I am gonna smile through the tears...

Because....

When the pain ends, hope takes place :)

Summary: That Winter, The Wind Blows: Episode 16

Woah, I have been very lazy lately that I forgot about this freaking episode. anyway, here's my summary on the final episode. :)

(I am pretty lazy right now so the summary will be spoilers written in short sentences. Read at your own risk c:)


Yoong survived the cutting.
She watched the video Soo made for her, and she promised him that she would meet him after she wakes up from her surgery.


Jinsung joined Soo in the poker game against Boss Man and they won.
But Boss Man ordered a truck to hit and kill Jinsung's family.


Jinsung stabbed Soo but let him rushed to Young bleeding and all

ONE YEAR LATER 


Jinsung's happy with Heesun.




Young saw glimpses of a guy who looks like Soo at a cafe


Turned out, it really was Soo.
They kissed.

My Review
I loved this show, but somewhere between the first and the last episode I lost my love for it, thanks to the 'lame' scenes in it...

The love story was supposed to be tragic and all but I couldn't see that in this drama because all they had was a stupid decision in a stupid situation.

God, they could just let out all they were feeling inside and the problem would be solved in just a mere 30 minutes!

And the repetition..

*sighs*

what's with the stabbed-but-didn't-die thing and the stupid reconciliation?
That's just super lame. It's nothing I have seen before.
And the coffee scene. really? I'm shocked that they have so little creativity in creating the drama...
And the pushing-and-pulling thing just screwed with my head so bad that I felt like unscrewing my head from my neck, yeah, it's just that bad!

In a conclusion, the whole drama was a disappointment although it was a great drama, with great casts and all...

Friday, April 12, 2013

Lets Cermin Diri



ketika wajah ini dicermin , timbul satu pertanyaan dalam hati . . . . ''apakah wajah ini akan bersinar di akhirat ataupun akan hangus dijilat api neraka kelak ?"

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Help me Please?



checked my FB and Blog today, and this happened :c

Mind Blowing Craziness

So I woke up and my blog was like a mess, like a MESS! Yeah, it bugged me a LOT but I guess I'll let it slip for now because I am so freaking lazy and I'm kinda pissed off with it. :)


Monday, April 8, 2013

Mr Kurak


First of all, tajuk tu takda typo ekk.. tu nama kura-kura Fifi..
So. sekarang ni nak cerita sikit pasal my kura-kura..

Kura-kura tu Fifi bagi nama Kurak, sebab that's what we call kura-kura kat area tempat tinggal Fifi.. Nope, bukan takda idea tapi Kurak sounds cute and it started dengan letter K..and K tu huruf pertama for all my pets' names..Yeah, kira famili pets name lah tu..


Oke, dari mana Fifi dapat Mr. Kurak ni? Beli ke?
Nope..Kisah dia panjang, but untuk mengurangkan sengsara korang baca entry ni, Fifi pendekkan sikit...

So, a few mingu lepas my little bro (16 but still my little bro in my heart!) balik for school holiday. (he lives with my nenek, well kalau rajin nanti Fifi cerita why...)

So, sebab dia suka sangat bab memancing ni, dia gi lah memancing kat kolam belakang rumah kitorang (Kitorang boleh dikira tinggal kat dalam hutan la..except that actually kitorang tinggal in a kampung yang pretty rural - nanti kalau Fifi rajin sikit, Fifi cerita pasal rumah hutan kitorang :D)

So pancing punya pancing, terpancing pulak a kura-kura..


It's comel! Sebab dia boleh dikira sebagai anak kura-kura yang about the size of my palm.

So my bro bawak that kura-kura home. Mak cakap bela kura-kura bagus so mak dok prepare akuariium untuk dia. (akuariium tu bukan akuarium tau, besen je :D) Mak letak kat luar rumah and petik some kangkung untuk dia. Tapi a few days letter, kucing I dok gigit the kura-kura punya kaki, so kaki dia missing lah satu (nak marah kat my cat for buat camtu kat kura-kura tu takut dia dok sulking lak, so Fifi biarkan je and bagi jelingan tajam je kat dia). Few days later kura-kura tu hilang. (mak said dia balik hutan, kaki tiga je...terlintas kat hati Fifi..OKU..)

Tapi kan, two weeks later adik Fifi jumpa lagi dengan kura-kura tu and bawak balik buat mak. Frst time dia bawak balik, Fifi menyebok gak menjenguk the kura-kura yang mak pindahkan ke washroom kitorang. So after beberapa hari, Fifi memandai je dok cari nama sesuai start dengan K untuk ahli baru keluarga hewn kitorang tu.. Las-last mak suggestkan guna Kurak je, start dengan K jugak...

My tiga ekor Kucing, Kony, Katy and Kunin pun kena sound supaya tak ganggu Mr. Kurak.. Diorang pandang sinis gak kat Mr. Kurak, but last-last diorang okay gak. Kadang-kadang kan, bila takda yang perasan, salah seekor daripada diorang pergi check keadaan Mr Kurak...ala-ala guardian gitu...(tapi satu hari tu dok tertangkap, curik minum Mr. Kurak punya air akuarium. -.-)



Okay, tu je for now.. nanti sambung lagi cerita pasal Mr. Kurak ni... 


p/s: maybe I'll try bercerita pasal Mr. Kurak and Miss Pisang next time :)





NiNi: Choco Dip Sticks

Woah, after lama tak post something kat blog ni, Fifi came up with this subject, NiNi: Choco Dip Sticks. Wow, that's pretty poyo right? :D (and oh mai inglish!)

Okay, anyway, apa pasai tetiba dok sentuh topik ni lak?? Entah lah, just wanna memenuhkan my blog je, biar menyemak sikit kat dashboard followers Fifi (haha, biar jari diorang exercise sikit skrol kebawah/keatas :D)


So nilah, the product mentioned in da title. :D

Okay, Fifi tahu yang kalau nak dibandingkan dengan produk2 lain kat luar tu, this one is kinda old.

Tapi kan, old2 pun, this one is still one of my favorites...

yela ka, when Fifi kecik2 dulu, my family was kinda poor..

So kalau tengok je benda tu kat kedai, mesti dok meliur coz we couldn't afford it...

Isk2, kalau tengok budak lain sampai menjilat jari kunyah benda tu, Fifi just stayed loyal bagai dengan mom's homemade biscuit. (Bukan nak mengata or being tak bersyukur, tapi memang biskut tu tak sedap :D)

So since sekarang ni hidup dah dok better sikit and duit pun ada gak, kalau ada masa, Fifi singgah kat kedai gi beli benda ni. Dulu harga dia just RM1 je, now dah RM1.40.

Although duit ada, mahal tu! (wei, biasalah, kampong girl like me is not used to buying expensive stuff -.-)

So, as a conclusion, it's delicious :D


Saturday, April 6, 2013

Muslimah dan Tudung aka Scarf

okay, so sekarang ni Fifi nak cakap sikit pasal tudung ni..bukan tudung saji atau tudung periuk ek, tapi tudung yang girls guna kat kepala tu.. So ada macam-macam jenis tudung sekarang ni, ada tudung bawal, Ariani-style dan banyak lagi...termasuklah shawl dan pashmina (my feveret tu)..dan kalau korang nak tau, nama glamer bagi tudung ni kat Barat ni ialah scarf...so sebab Fifi ni gila glamer, Fifi guna perkataan "scarf" tu la dalam penjelasan selanjutnya.. :)

(gambar tu aku rompak dari Mr. Google k)


  • Scarf bukan main lagi cantik untuk cover rambut...last last, sanggul stail bonggol unta...
  • Scarf bukan main lagi pattern dia..tapi last last tak pakai anak tudung menampakkan rambut..
  • Scarf bukan main lagi panjang...last last belit jadi pendek gak...
  • Scarf bukan main lagi lebar...last last tak dicover betul betul gak bahagian dada...
  • Scarf bukan main lagi belit sana berlit sini..tapi last last leher tak dicover gak..
  • Scarf bukan main lagi berjurai sana berjurai sini...tapi last last rambut sama mengerbang sana mengerbang sini tak diikat..
  • Scarf bukan main lagi stail...last last tak tutup aurat dengan betul...
so bagi ladies ladies kat luar tu, tepuk dada go ask your selera k..tak rasa sayang ke penat-penat dok pakai tudung nak tutup aurat tapi dapat dosa gak? :)





Wednesday, April 3, 2013

My Crazy Way of Thinking

The weather was nice today. (Wow, that's os random right? lol) Okay, to explain the title, actually this post is one of those random thoughts of mine that popped into my mind out of the blue (well, now I'm just vomiting random words!)


^ what the heck is that? (hmm..I found it in a book blog so my guess is it's a BOOK POSTER! (now, I sound like an idiot being random -.-)

click here if you're bored of my rambling already.

(LOL that was a stupid prank, but I guess those who have been pranked wouldn't be reading this right now)


Okay, so ignoring the above post, lets go dive into the main matter here (finally!)..I just randomly thought about me and just me. (trust me, I wasn't being vain, just haughty lol)


^^ before I begin, I'd like to INFORM that, the above book has been sitting on my TBR shelf for decades now.. <end of information>

So...I have successfully became very annoying now. *claps*

Okay, here goes my random facts about the way I think.. (Really??No more stupid jokes and rants???Whoa!!!)

*histerical*


^^ another book cover (I'm getting stupid here but who cares, I love the pic!! go away if you don't like it -.- -the last pic-)


Okay, I'M TOTALLY DONE WITH THE RAMBLING< I PROMISE :)

So here's the anticipated facts:

  •  I'm very random. I can cry or laugh randomly and sometimes fast randomly. Some call it weird, but I call it SWAG lol Idgaf what you think of me :3
  • I love reading although it sometimes bore me to death? Why? not because it'll help improve my knowledge (which is so lil :D) but because I'm just a pathetic loser who's trying to be a book nerd. (I think I love nerds, so I'm calling myself a nerd starting from now! *it's official!*)
  • I talk a lot. (lol) and laughing (virtually)
  • I hate my cat as much as I love it. (that means I feel like strangling him to death everytime he ignores my meow :3)
  • I can't become a serial killer. No, it's not because I hate blood but because I'm too lazy to hide the bodies. -.- (so I'm just a serial lazy-er)
Okay, that's all for now because I just noticed that I was being stupid typing this entry, but I am gonna publish it anyway because..I am just WEIRD!







Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Summary: That Winter the Wind Blows's Summaries [ Episode 14 and Episode 15]

My life has been hectic lately, so I'm so freaking sorry for not keeping my promise to update the summaries for this drama earlier..so here we go, the short recaps for episode 14 and 15. :)

Episode 14



  • Young ended the forced kiss between her and Soo and demanded him to call Lawyer Jang to pick her up but Soo demanded they stay together for the night
  • Soo asked her to let her anger out by cursing him but she refused to because she admitted that she had fun after he came into her life
  • Soo admitted that his love for Young had always been true
  • Soo decided he will keep watch over Young for the night
  • Soo finally felt asleep watching Young faking her sleep
  • Young left after covering the asleep Soo with a blanket
  • Moo Chul ate at Jinsung's family's restaurant and got punched by Jinsung. He left after paying for his meal and told the family that Jinsung's mom reminded him of his mom
  • The next day, Soo piggybacked Young down the mountain and told her that they will be spending the whole day together although she kind of protested it
  • Young called Lawyer Jang and told him she will be home by nightfall and that he needed to remind Secretary Wang to packed her bag to leave
  • Soo brought Young to places and told Young about his childhood and Young stated that she didn't get what he was tryin to say
  • Soo admitted that he has never said goodbye to anyone and Young simply said that they should have a simple goodbye then
  • Jinsung tried to convince Moo Chul's boss not to kill Soo but failed. The boss wanted to kill both Soo and Moochul
  • After arriving at the house, Young said coldly that it was time for Soo and Secretary Wang to get out of the house.
  • Young gave Soo a suitcase full of money to pay his debt but refused to say goodbye
  • Soo took the money. (WOAH!)
  • Secretary Wang admitted that she wanted nothing but Young. She is willing to give up everything because she loves her.
  • Young said that she doesn't need Secretary Wang anymore so she better leaves and this brought Secretary Wang to tears
  • Young then told Soo that she loved him but she didn't have the courage to have him by her side.
  • Soo left the suitcase of money outside of Young's room (BUMMER!)
  • Soo sold his car and gave the money to Jinsung's family so they can move to the countryside
  • Soo decided that he and Jinsung will head to the casino to gain some money but found out that they have been blacklisted thanks to Moochul's boss
  • Moochul's boss made a deal with them saying that Soo will be freed if he wins poker games for him
  • Moochul's boss plan on using Jinsung or Moochul to kill Soo
  • Soo reminded Moochul to be careful with his boss
  • A guy was holding a knife, watching Moochul's move
  • Soo and Young both cried missing each other
Episode 15


  • Moochul's boss simply managed to get Jinsung to get involved into his damn game and Soo didn;t know this
  • Lawyer Jang told Young that Soo didn't take her money and she told him that she would like to delay her surgery for a day
  • Soo called Young but she ignored him
  • Soo met Young by accident and stalked her
  • Young didn't give much respond when she realized that
  • It was revealed to us that all this time Moochul has been trying to keep Jindung and Soo alive
  • Young called Secretary Wang and she comforted her for her surgery tomorrow
  • Young got a call from Lawyer Jang that told her that he will be meeting her before the surgery a lil bit later than scheduled, but Young told Mi-ra who was babysitting her that he will be home soon, so she needed to leave. (which sort of means that she wanted to be left alone)
  • Young called the hospital to delay her surgery for some time
  • Soo arrived at the hospital at the previous set time and didn't see her there
  • Soo got a call from Young and he asked her to listen to the tape he recorded before for her but she refused to
  • Soo asked her to go have the surgery but she lied that she will (and he knew she won't)
  • She hung up before he could explain stuff to her
  • Moochul came with a car and handed Soo something before Soo went to Young to save her from..idk
  • Moochul almost stumbled and got stabbed with a knife by a guy
  • Soo found Young at her house, and found her bleeding because she cut herself in the bathroom (cool!)



Monday, April 1, 2013

Mustaches

*not mine*

Won The Paperback of His Dark Lady by Victoria Lamb


Summary:

London, 1583. When young, aspiring playwright William Shakespeare encounters Lucy Morgan, one of Queen Elizabeth I's ladies-in-waiting, the two fall passionately in love. He declares Lucy the inspiration for his work, but what secret is Will hiding from his muse? Meanwhile, Lucy has her own secret - and one that could destroy her world if exposed.


So I went to check my brooch at the post office earlier but..I got a book instead, the one stated above. lol I felt like laughing when I think about it, I won it last month in a GA but I have forgotten completely about it until now because I assumed it got lost on it's way to me because it did not arrived at scheduled time.


So the paperback sort of settled down on my messy table and I am not sure what to do with it. I hate historical books, badly. I tried reading Romeo and Juliet once and it the experience was horrible. I may or I may not read this book.. But I guess I will, after I finished my The Time of My Life by Cecilia Ahern That is so gonna be a lot of work -.-

G.O.N.E.



I lost my beloved uncle last Friday, please donate some al-Fatihah for him. May his soul be blessed by Allah s.w.t.  ;’)



I am not writing for sympathy or trying to gain a praise, I am just sharing the waves of emotions that I am feeling inside over the painful news.



His name was Tuah and we were supposed to call him Pak Cik Tuah (Uncle Tuah) but I settled on calling him Abang Wah and it stayed like that for eighteen years. We were never close because he was the kind of guy who was very quiet and we all respected his privacy.


To be honest, Bang Wah and I were never tight. He preferred to stay silent over chatting about things that he was not interested in. He was not even close to my other uncles and aunts. However, I love him. Yeah, he did not shower me with gifts and all like my aunts but he cared about me. We never had any long chat but once in a while when he saw me grieving, he tried to soothe my pain away, in his own way. When my aunts tended to my brother only and ignored me because I pissed them off, he always flashed me his beautiful smile and invited me to have some meal together with him to cheer me up(when he was known as someone who prefers to eat alone). And in this big world, he was only person who ever called me Dek Pi other than my sister. Although the nickname was a little bit childish, it was my favorite of all because it was what reminded me that I was always their little girl.


Bang Wah was like a father to me (he was my dad’s little brother). I lived in the same house as him starting at the age of five until I was fifteen (my two aunts and grandma also live there). My mom lived in another town and my dad lived at a teacher flat, so when I was five, they decided that they would let my grandma and aunts take care of me and my siblings (same town as my dad). Dad died when I was thirteen and Bang Wah was the closest father figure to me. I often played with his stuff and watched his TV. I knew it sometimes pissed him off but he never scolded me for it. Sometimes my TV shows clashed with his football matches but he stayed silent as he saw me sitting in front of the TV.


His death shocked me
But then reality hit me
And it saddened me
However, disbelief set in
He was gone
He was not coming back
He left us
He forgot to say goodbye
To me
To his beloved mom
And to all of us
Leaving us grieving
Leaving us devastated
Leaving us speechless
But
Allah just loves him more
I’ll try to accept it
Even when it hurts
Even when it kills
I will try to be strong
Not for me
But for her
For the mom that he left behind
For the grandma that I love
For the woman who has been strong
For the beautiful soul who deserves happiness
For nenek who has been hurt the most by his loss..


Love, Dek Pi.